I sit, stare and wonder as I look at the stars. All I seem to do is think about you. The days turn to nights, the nights turn to tears as I see your face in the sky. I think about all the times we shared & the moments the we created by each others side. I remember my cruel words as I closed that door in the name of love. I left you alone scared, me scared all alone. Fast forward, time has passed, I used to hear them say that if you love something you should let it go & if it comes back to you it is forever yours. You came back as the saying goes but the door is still closed time has passed. I am no longer yours. I am now hers, she is me, my heart, the one who picked up the pieces of my love that you left shattered on my soul, the one who picked them up one by one until they were back together again in one piece.
Stop breath, punch hit, pause, scream shout breath, why are we fighting, yelling tugging pulling, hitting, shouting, talking, then silence!!!! tears running down your face as I pack to leave. No stop!!!!! wait please, don't go stay stay stay here with me. Love, pain, sorrow, joy, sadness, trust, lust, fire, ice, warmth, freeze!!!! No one moves a muscle. The clock ticks the the time talks. The moment passes. We are back in each others arms again. My Love Addiction.